Jesus said, “Truly, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.” (Matthew 18:3, ESV)
I’m sitting in my side yard. I come here to get quiet. It doesn’t always (dare I admit…usually) work.
I get so adult over the days that I sneak back into agreement with that Adult-Martha-spirit of logic, fear, anger, judgment, control, and other negativities too bad to name here. So yesterday I came here and got nothing but more frustration.
Today, however, my kingdom child (who is — little, vunernable, child-like Me, not some new-age false spirit ) connected with the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Yes, Connections were made and tears of relief —of love, joy, peace, (Gal 5:22-23) — came along and Hope was instantly refreshed and renewed.
And I was Moved back to the last two weeks’ blogs I’d posted. I read them (I found this interesting because I usually don’t slow down long enough to do such things, plus I heard a preacher once talk abou the dangers of taking your own stuff seriously) and as I did so, my Kingdom-Child-Me was further moved since those blogs were also Kingdom-Child based — about the kid-Me, the couch, and my Holy, Holy, Holy, (HHH) Family.
May I say that, when I get to my Kingdom-Child-Me-ness I’m little again (not in the flesh but in the Spirit) and love can come in. BIG goes away.
ADULT success, accomplishments, plans, checklists, money-matters, and inter-personal-relational-ratings (do they like/apporove of me? do I like/approve of them?) disappear into the “dense cloud” on the mountain and the only Voice I hear is the Father’s saying, “This is my beloved Son, listen to him!”
David, a fellow pastor, who has been my friend for over 25 years (Yes, total-house-churchers, I am one of those professional pastors in transition to whatever the Lord wants me to be and getting okay with not being there yet and okay with being right here right now (that’s my Kingdom Kid talking!), asked me the other day after I’d vented a while, “What is Jesus telling you to do?”
Adult-Me went straight into logic and couldn’t come up with an answer—I just came up with emotions of embarrassment, anger, defensiveness, and Martha-ness! “I don’t know.” I spit out in bumbling frustration with a 1000 “earthly wisdom” arguments defending my answer! (James 3:14- 4:1)
But Kingdom-Child-Me hears the answer loud and clear today. It’s the Voice of Jesus (inspired by Papa, and Spirit) saying, ”Stop, my dear boy, come here, sit right here next to me. Now look at me, see my smile, look into my eyes and hear this, ‘You are not, that’s N-O-T, I repeat, not in trouble.’ And, John,” Jesus laughs, “I’m not in trouble either. I am in the Joy of the Lord” (Neh. 8:10) right here, right now with and because Abba and Spirit of Abba (Romans 8:15) are on either side of Us right here on the Throne-Couch, right here in the heavenlies. (Ephesians 2:5) And…truly, truly, I say unto you, ALL is well!”
Jesus continues, “John, Adult-You reads the Word but it just bounces in your information based, natural, flesh-based head. (James 3:15) That serves to actually increase your frustration and guilt and Martha-ness.” (He laughs and looks at Martha sitting a few seats away and says, “Right Martha?!” And she laughs and nods vigorously remembering her old days and old ways!)
He finishes, “On the other hand, John, the Kingdom-Child-You can truly hear like you are doing right now. Just remember the this is a battle-ground because the Adult-flesh-based-you so wants to be a grown-up (read: groan-up!!!)) ”
Well, enough for today.
NOW if you’ve read this far, CONGRATULATIONS! and THANKS!
I’m looking for those who are being “called” to more on this topic and will help me develop it.
Is that you?
Is Jesus talking to your Kingdom-Child-Kid right now?
If so, let me know… (Click reply then write and send)
P.S. OPTIONAL: And now I again ask you the headline question:
“What have you heard or read or thought about “…unless you become as a little child?” (and the other verses Jesus and the Bible speaks about becoming child-like.)
I’m thinking mainly of books or articles or your own thoughts on this subject.
Thanks, John